Indecision

Now I'm not worried, but I've got the feeling that there's some trouble around. The dangerous thing about it is that I'm about to become part of the trouble. Taking into account the conflicts I've faced recently, and how my poor heart was broken, I don't know if I should let myself go.

Even more dangerous is the fact that now I know I did not forget at all, that all this time I was waiting for a sign, that I was longing for his eyes... For his smile.

... It's my turn to make him smile.
...But how?????