Flashback

It was the same place, but circumstances were all too different. Well, after all work hasn't got much to do with pleasure. No, it was not only that, it was me alone right there. How was I to imagine things would be like this? At that time I would have thought it as a joke.

This is real life.

In my mind I recreated the whole scene. The last truly happy day. Then... Disaster. I just could not avoid laughing. I'm a walking irony.

It's curious, absolutely laughable. I didn't know before, but that place is meaningful to me. I remember every single detail and yet everything seems so distant. I cannot really tell if my laughter was due to the good memories, to my nervous state of mind, or to a strange sensation of impossibility.

Ha, I feel so stupid. Of course, I'm sitting here, writing about how special that place is, while for the other one it must be nothing at all.

Anyway, today I'm just going to sing the Kozmic Blues, duhhhhh

*I wonder if anyone apart from me noticed that last night we had a starry sky. A marvellous deep blue sky dotted with stars everywhere. A good moment to lose yourself in nothingness. Gosh, it was a great thing to see in this ever polluted city.