Ashamed

So here I am thinking about the stupid things I've said, done and written lately. If only I could go back in time in order to warn myself... But no, the only thing I have for sure now is CONSEQUENCE either for better or for worse. I wish I stopped being myself, but, definitely, I have never been a poser. Perhaps being impulsive is not good, but what is done cannot be effaced, and I accept the whole entanglement I've caused because of my words and actions.

If You get to read this... I just want you to know that, in spite of the fact that I said I would not speak a word about it anymore, I'm really sorry if this has meant a problem to you because it was not my intention. But, at the same time, I have to tell you I was not lying or pretending; you may not like it, but that's how I felt.

Please, don't think I am hurt or something of the sort, jajajaja, I'm always ok. It's just that silence is killing me because I feel ashamed and worried, that's all.