Bad Ideas Bring Bad Results
Aghhh, now you can say with good reasons I'm an impulsive being. Damn, I hate this, but I'm out of control, jajajaja. I made a mistake (yes, another).
Going out with a guy in order to stop thinking about someone else, yes, that's my fault. I shouldn't have done it, but I was like "well, everybody deserves a second (or was it a third?) chance and maybe this is a way out." But ohhh no, it was all the contrary. I tried my best to be nice, but that's impossible with fake and boring people. Besides, my mind was somewhere else... I even called him the wrong name a couple of times!! Ohh my god, I thought it only happened in movies, jajajaja. I'm so ashamed. Summarising, it was a pathetic night, and, above all, it was useless because, as you can see with this thing of the wrong name, I kept on thinking on the person who was not there. Ok, laugh at my disgrace, jajajaja.
To be honest, I guess I went out with this guy only because I know the special one is not interested in me. Waaaaahhh, sad but true. And it's not that I dislike being just a good friend; that's a tresure for me, but I just can't help it... As you may know most of my friends are male friends; they're lovely and kind, and make me feel like a little princess, so I know what I mean when I say this feels different.
I should become a nun, hahahahaha.
Going out with a guy in order to stop thinking about someone else, yes, that's my fault. I shouldn't have done it, but I was like "well, everybody deserves a second (or was it a third?) chance and maybe this is a way out." But ohhh no, it was all the contrary. I tried my best to be nice, but that's impossible with fake and boring people. Besides, my mind was somewhere else... I even called him the wrong name a couple of times!! Ohh my god, I thought it only happened in movies, jajajaja. I'm so ashamed. Summarising, it was a pathetic night, and, above all, it was useless because, as you can see with this thing of the wrong name, I kept on thinking on the person who was not there. Ok, laugh at my disgrace, jajajaja.
To be honest, I guess I went out with this guy only because I know the special one is not interested in me. Waaaaahhh, sad but true. And it's not that I dislike being just a good friend; that's a tresure for me, but I just can't help it... As you may know most of my friends are male friends; they're lovely and kind, and make me feel like a little princess, so I know what I mean when I say this feels different.
I should become a nun, hahahahaha.
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