Surprise!

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Right, and the strange calm? Where is it now? Yeah, it's in the dustbin. It was becoming a good friend of mine. I'm all entangled :S

This afternoon I was singing "No Surprises", and thought, "yeah, this song is rather, no, not true, it's very sad, but, at the same time, it's great because it's the ideal thing. Most of times I find myself in that case, wanting to be confined to the silence and quietness of not expecting anything at all." And it's for real, the Silly Selfish didn't saw the greatest surprise coming. Well, I suppose the song is not a coincidence, I guess it was a sort of prayer, you know, self-persuasion.

Gosh, of course I'm not telling what happened because now I remember someone saying something like "only a comment and your personality changed" plus the bad words and all the rest.

What the hell, I don't care what anybody thinks, sorry, I don't care. Rules don't apply to me. If you're not him, get out of here right now because you surely won't like what I have to tell.

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*I didn't know when I wrote yesterday, but I lied. Yes, it hurts a lot, but it's more hurtful when you seem unwilling to have me near.

*I hate that you don't hate me.

*You can't imagine, and I can't tell you eye to eye, how much joy your presence and your smile bring to my life. I missed you a lot and thought I would keep on missing you for a long time though you were here. I was wrong. This evening's surprise was awesome... Although it hurried the strange calm away (haha).

*Larkin, Ohhh, Larkin. Thanks, you know me well :)

*It's confusing, I've been reluctant, too proud, Selfish and skeptical to tell, but the truth is that I, well, no, I'm still to proud to tell.

*I wanted to say much more than what I said, but I couldn't explain what you wanted to know.

*I'm ashamed that you've been reading everything. I really wanted to know why you've been here, but, you see, I was so nervous that I'm glad at least I didn't forget how to breathe.

*I had never spent so much time looking at a table. Yeah, that's ridiculous on me!!

*I want to be a really good friend as you are. It's very difficult, but I'm trying hard.

***I know I'm going to regret this post tomorrow.