Day 1

Wiii!! Everything's going on as I expected. As I don't seem to learn the existing rules, then I'm playing according to my own (new) rules. Mmm, yeah, I think it makes sense... Only for me, of course hehehe. The thing is that I'm not looking for emotional balance, I'm not giving myself an opportunity to be happy and all the rest, you know I don't need and I don't want anything like that. I just want to ease my mind and have fun. You may say I'm applying the Larkinian lessons.

*I've finally decided not to close Selfishenough because in the middle of an impulsive fit I closed a blog in the past, gosh, it was a nice shared blog about philosophy (nothing to do with personal nonsenses) and it's a shame it doesn't exist anymore. Besides I love this one, I've spent a lot of time on it, and although it's of no relevance for anybody except me (or so I guess), I like knowing I'm still able to feel and think. I wanted to use Selfishenough for an interesting project, that's why the personal depth was troublesome, but in any case I can open a new blog, right? And about the problems caused by what I write... Well, just love me or hate me, but don't try to understand me... It's useless, hahaha.

*I'm not sure if Citripiox ever reads the blog, but I want everybody to know I have the most wonderful brother on Earth!! I hope you 've had a great birthday and I'm still waiting for a big crazy party :P