On Calm, Cats, And Lack of Money

Hey, that's true, don't you think? And let me tell you, this calm is a weird thing because I'm getting used to it. But at the same time it's deceiving because, as I say, distance is good, you can pretend not to care. Yes, I know what you're thinking, "ahh, but the Selfish can't pretend, she's been writing about this every single day." But I do this because it's my blog (haha) and because I'm almost sure he doesn't read me anymore. He could, but I guess he's unwilling to know, and it's fine, he doesn't need all of this in his life. After all, he's not interested. And, you know, I've been dealing with this temptation to send a friendly and cute message, but god knows how I've managed not to do it. These two things on my mind are difficult to grasp; the part that's eager to keep on being a good and close friend who would do anything for him, and the other part which I'm not going to describe. Well, maybe it's a matter of time and patience.

*Wahhh, if yesterday there was a little hope to go, today it died. One of my cats went out this morning and just returned all bruised. We can't imagine what happened, but she's really sad and sick. So, dahhh, it means an expensive visit to the vet. Well, I'm always glad to talk to my favourite doc :)

Gosh, if yesterday I was in the red, today I'm in the purple (haha) So, I'm going to miss an amazing weekend. Hell!!! Ezequiel and Rafa, I really wanted to make this quick trip with you, but now I remember why everybody loves money :S hahaha.

By the way, Eze, I think the same about you :)

You should stay here and we could go out anyway. I mean, it would be less exciting, but cheaper hahaha.